Let me speak


So yes, I finally left whatever was between us because my heart could no more take all this. My heart is no more able to win over the truth my mind knows. And this time I left you for both of us. Just think when we last talked nicely. We were constantly just accusing each other and I don't know if I was correct when I did that but atleast I tried to communicate. Atleast I tried to make you understand. I didn't leave you because I lost interest, it was because if this continued then this would have created something that I would hate to remember. Something that will bring tears instead of smile on my face.


I can atleast say that yeah tried my best to save everything till the end. Yeah I sobbed, screamed, cried and ran here and there in my home as it was stabbing me again and again... Even my cozy home made me feel haunting like a big palace.... I was feeling alone and was running here and at home in the hope that someone will understand the level of my pain... At last all I can say that yeah it was painful very painful.... 




Take care... 
Wishing you all peace๐Ÿค
..........  Yashila Barnwal ๐Ÿ’ž










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Memory Flies said…
Sometimes we have to take tough decisions for better life for both. May it is difficult for us but it will be for good future. Yes! We have pain, unbearable pain but that is temporary. Every thing is heal with right time.
Ambica said…
The most difficult part of life is to let go, move on. Surrendering bad times and moments to the universe is the best way to dissolve the hurt. Let peace reign all around. You have put this message out so well.
Rose Pais said…
Let it go! It is time. Time will heal.
Rose Pais said…
Let it go! Time will heal.
Harjeet Kaur said…
I can relate to your post. When my husband passed away years ago,I was in a 5 bedroom villa, alone. Kids had flown the nest.Its going to be 19 years this month.
indiacafe24 said…
Dear Friend,

I dont know much about you and what exactly is paining you so badly. But all I could say is that there is a friend here in me on whom you can trust and who will patiently listen to you and try to help you in overcoming the pain you are going through. What's gone let it go perhaps it was never yours or the time to stay was over. Be bold and be strong ... please smile and I know it will brighten up you life.

Much love
Flavia Cutinho said…
Somethings can be really hard ans difficult. Not everyone realizes.
Madhu Bindra said…
Sometimes it is best to let go to survive and save your mental health. It is difficult but not impossible. You just need to make that decision.
Anjali Tripathi said…
I hear you dear, and it sounds like you've been through a lot. Sometimes, we have to make tough decisions for our own well-being. It's okay to walk away if it means protecting your heart and preserving your memories. You did your best to communicate and salvage what you had, but sometimes, things don't work out. Remember, it's okay to feel the pain, and with time, it might hurt a little less. Keep moving forward, and brighter days will come. And yes we share a connection through words. If you ever need someone to lend an ear, don't hesitate to reach out anytime. Sending virtual hugs your way๐Ÿ’•
This is one of the most touching lines I have read of late. It is something I have repeated multiple times in my head and might utter in future. I am shocked when I read the same lines.
Felicia said…
Remember that healing takes time, and it's okay to grieve the end of something that once meant a lot to you. In time, the pain will lessen, and you'll find your smile again.
Ritu said…
I'm a bit confused about the story behind the post but I am a 100% on putting yourself first. Walking away is not failure, it is an act of self-preservation.
Varsh said…
It might hurt now but soon you'll realise that it was something you had to do, for your own sake. Stay strong. This too shall pass.
Monidipa said…
Can relate. But I will say this which I kepp saying to my group of people. Letting go sometimes is easier than holding back.
Karen said…
Sometimes, best is to let go. Holding on can be more painful. Hard decisions but the right ones to take.
Trinanjana Roy said…
I dont know what's hurting you today but sending all the loves that I have in my heart in your way. May you find peace and calm in your life soon.
Kaveri Chhetri said…
Letting go can be the hardest but sometimes we have to do it.the best thing is that sometimes when we let go, it leads us to the best thing that can happen to us. I loved your post as the reality is so starkin it and your emotions so vivid.
Jeannine said…
I'm glad you get to vent our your emotions. Keeping things inside you isn't good for you and everyone around you. Hope you manage to find your happy disposition. - MommyWithAGoal
sivaranjini said…
Beautiful never thought words could narrate emotions this well. Kudos to your strength. Afterall that is the ultimate gqin.
Sometimes, to preserve our sanity, we need to be tough. It never comes easy but when the other person leaves no room, it's better to move on.
Sometimes it's for the best to let it go. It's all about choosing your battle, choosing your hard. I hope you make peace with yourself and crawl back to normalcy soon .
Flavia Cutinho said…
Many a times we give our best to resolve matters but from the other hand the efforts are not well appreciated.
A Lady Lawyer said…
A tough decision to take but perhaps it's good you took it.
Noor Anand Chawla

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